You know what’s kind of beautiful? 

In French, you don’t really say, “I miss you.”

You say, “Tu me manques,” which is closer to, “You are missing from me.”

I love that. “You are missing from me.” You are a part of me, you are essential to my being. You are like a limb or an organ, or blood. I cannot function, without you.

half of me is sappy and romantic
and the other half is spiteful and mean and sick and twisted
i don’t understand